"Those" weeks

I'm positive many people have "those" days, you know "those" days were nothing really goes right? Well, I happened to have one, but instead of one of "those" days, I had a one "those" weeks. Its not all everyday of the last week was dreadful, but it definitely could have been better. I know there are people out there who say 'its you that makes your day' or what ever, but sometimes there are things you just cant control, I guess you can technically control the outcome by how your feeling, but some people can be weak minded and they can break. Well, luckily I am not one of those weak minded people. I have a pretty thick skin, so its kind of hard to break me. But this week was just so bland and everything I wanted do, just did not happen. There were some high points in the week, but overall my week turned out to be just one of "those" weeks. This is personally just a rant I wanted to let it out. I personally am not one to run to someone with tears, usually.

Long time coming.

I've decided to come back to blogspot, even though its been YEARS. I had a private blog on the popular site tumblr, but blogspot seems to be more my style as of now. I don't expect to have readers or anything. This is just for me. If you happen to come across this mindless blog, well, I welcome you.


Every time I hear the word college or anything relating to THAT, yes THAT, word, my mind gets all scatterbrained. My brain tends gets scatterbrained with anything, really, and gets all over the place. I believe I know what to do, I just need to fill myself with confidence and reassurance. Sometimes I find myself daydreaming or zoning out, I don't know if this some teenage phase or what. And not to mention the boy. The boys at my school are not your usual high school boys. Most are gay(which I am totally fine with), and then there are boys who are very 'down to earth' or I would probably use the term hip. Yes, I find them to be very hip with a interesting sense of humor. The boy I mentioned before is a boy, is very mysterious. Sometimes, when I want, I try to read peoples faces and my assumptions are usually right. And when I try to read his, its like nothing. I cannot seem to read his face. Then, I eventually give up and go on with my day. BUT then, I find that I am ALWAYS running into him. Its very strange. That's all the thoughts that have been racking my brain.


I don't actually know why I titled this post "Long time coming." Maybe, I wanted to it to mean something about the future. Like I said before my brain tends to get scatterbrained.

Bullshizzt

Well, there's this girl -.-
Woow, does she talk a lot bullshizzz.
She doesn't even know me anymore. It's whatevaa. I'm walking right by it(:.

I love my bestfriend<3

So, There's this amazing girl right. She's almost the complete opposite of me, yet we have so much in common.She does the most brainless things. She is so simple minded, yet so very smart. We talk about the most random things and laugh at the most smallest things.Recently, we don't talk much anymore, but I am so glad I still hear her say "Look at my best friend!." Those are the words that always keeps me happy, because it keeps me knowing that I am not replaced. This girl is very self-less and caring, she thinks thinks of everyone before herself. She's is very judgmental sometimes, but also very optimistic. We'll watch movies and yell at each other. She'll scare the living shizz out of me, while I chase frantically around her house. She's part of the reason she makes my cheek bones hurt. This female is the kind of girl who I can just sit with and not say a word to for billions and trillions of hours. Then when we're done I can leave her house thinking "That was the best day of my life." Because of this girl, I've learned to be more positive around things, and learn how to take a joke. She truly brings out the child in me.She is one to say "EFF YOU" way too much.This girl is truly stupendous. she has the most cutest baby brother and cousins.Her brothers are pretty awesome too. But they're extremely funny when we are playing around with them. I absolutely think this girl has too many notes in her binder. We have so many memories together There's millions,billions, and trillions I could possibly say about this lady. But this is merely a online paragraph, you really need take the time and , meet this lady in person.I know there are many things to this paragraph I should add, but I really can't remember. I really hate having short term memory.But no matter how many words I use, I'll never be able to depict who she truly is.


This girl's name is Patricia Raelene Perez, and you've just read an onli of my bestfriend♥

First blog of the year :]

This blog is just an update. So, I spent my new year at church(:. And let me just say, I am a PROUD christian :]<3. I'm still trying to get the hang of this blog. Since I am updating my blog, I might as well tell you what is on my mind&my new years resolution. First to ALWAYS love Jesus Christ<333333(:. Second, to figure out what high school I'm going to. I'm still thinking of more things. ANYWAYSS, I am thinking about friday night, when I was at church. As always, I'm watching Cjay's baby cousin. When I wanted to see what was going on, people were already doing the alter call. But, Pastor Kevin was still preaching, and he mention that our generation was the "Impact Generation" . It was an incredible word(:. I can't wait for todays word ;]. So, I'm gonna go now, and update this shizz later :D. I can't wait for school tomorrow, :D<3333333333.

2008 memories.

So, its my first blog, and I decided so to go with 2008 memories. I kinda got this from Jem and I hope she wont mind x].


So, 2008 was a very important year for me.
Its the year where almost everything happen(;.
P.S. The first couple months were pretty boring xD

January;

1st- It was all very normal. Till 2 hours into the new year, a brainless drunk driver crashed into Sharon's parents car. Sharon's mom went into intensive care, and her dad, was badly bruised and had to get surgery(again) on his left leg.


Some part in January- Silke, Mark, and I went to the Boulevard mall, and took a bus to Sams; Town and walked all the way to seejays xD. MArk went home at like 8:00 pm . While Silke and I stayed till like 12:00 am xD.



20th- It was Silke's first time to the Fashion Show Mall. I forgot why we went there and who we were with, but here are some pictures xD.






23rd- Sharon's school, had senior ditch day and Sharon, Jon , Mark, and I all left at 4 in the morning to go to California xD. we didn't come back till 9 at night xD.

February;

18th- I had finally gone over to Patricia's house, and over the next couple of days we spent the time harassing her brothers, and celebrating Brendan's and Heather's birthday :D.

27th- Sharon had gotten into a car crash by Burger King on Charleston St., and it was the day before her birthday ;O

March;

1st- Cjay's big ONE THREE, it was great! It was the first time I saw Jem ;], BUT never actually talk to her xD. Jacqueline and I got lost when we all left to go the other part of Circus Circus. xD

April;

April was one of the most boring months of my life x].

May;

Nothing Really Happen In May. ;P

June;

4th-The last days of school, was so much fun! :D I stayed till the teachers and administrators kicked me and Nancy off xD.



11th-Sharon's Graduation!<3

Me(left), Andre(bottom),Sharon(top), And Ariel(right)

Congradulations 08!

24th-Cristina left for the airforceee :[[

July;

24th-I started going back to church, and FINALLY people started introducing themselves. I remember when I first went no one would introduced them selves.


26th- Ariel's Birthday! :D We went cosmic bowling at Gold Coast xD.
We couldn't get in because none of us were 21 and when we were going back to the car. We saw this one asian dude walking and we asked him to be our "uncle" so we could go bowling and we actually got in! xDD, but he had to stay we us for a while x], but then he left us later xD.
*I'm not in any of the photos cause i basically took all of them xD.

August;

9th- My Birthday! Well, at midnight I was with Sharon and Chon and Chons friends.
Very fun night, then we went to my aunties to Barbecue haha. I dont want go into details on this day xDD.

Forgot what day- I went to Seejay's house and it was the first time I saw him, in FOREVER!

It was super fun. I forgot what we did xD. But I remember Mark, Arjay, Andrew, Angelo, Seejay, and I were there.

25th- First Day of school, very nice :].there were lots of ups and downs about my schedule and lunch. xP

September;

6th- EVERYBODY went to Seejay's house; too many to name x]. Everybody was in Seejay's living, then went outside. Then Jem and I were in the living room and went up into his room to lay down. Then Jem and Jannellynn went home early, So did Adrienne and Jacqueline. Then, everybody was downstairs singing karaoke x], and Seejay and I stayed in his room till I left xD.

L-R:Stephany,Erica,Sai,Daniel,Andrew,Silke,Me,Seejay,Arjay, and Eddy.
Front:Beau and Mark
*we were missing ALOT of people.

9th-Kuya Sonny's 18th Birthday(:, We went to chinatown to go eat at a Malaysian restaurant, and the waiter actually let Sonny, Sharon, and Vanessa drink! ;O The food was great though, but they were little servings and huge plates ;P.


21st-My litto baby cousin Erica's Christening, So cuttee[;

23rd- I got to witness two people get together(:, Then I cried to Monnary about something I won't go into detail. :/



27th- Something good was supposed to happened to me, but it never did. Almost everybody went to Seejay's again, and they found out about Jem&Seejay.
Trinity&Beau became a thing, Then it was Daniel&Jannellynn. Overall It was a fun day :D.

L-R: Me, Jacqueline,Jannellynn, Jem

October;

18th- Church Barbeque! Haha, it was really fun ;).

My brother looks lonely in the picture xD.

Emily looks soo cutee(;

Eun feeding her daughter Chan mee so cutee ;)
The baby looking left is dylan so cutee :D.

November;

1st- The Hallelujah Party at church was bomb! Me, Sharon, and Vanessa dressed up as nerds xD.

Me and Audrey♥


Sharon and Vanessa
They've been friends for 10 years; They're still going ;]

8th- People went to Seejay's again.There wasn't that many people this time, it was just me, Alexis, Andrew, Arjay, Mark, Shelley, and Angelo. :D I wasn't really hanging with them, I was chilling with Seejay's sister Christine. We were talking about our problems, I seriously can tell Christine, she's so optimistic about everything.<3


16th- Sharon and I got baptized<33(;

* A lot of things happened in november,but i can't seem to remember. :/

December;

1st- The FREE concert at the Clark County Library was BOMB! Cjay, his brother JR, and his cousin Bryan perform so cool :D

6th- Seejay, Me, Beau, and Sai all went to town square. It was heckka fun. Sai ran into a couple of her friends, and awhile after we all hung out in the litto childrens maze/playground. Then Sai and I took loads of pictures at the apple store. haha xD. Then Me, Sai, and Beau slept over Seejay's house. Then Sai, Seejay, and I stayed watching scary movies in his room xD. While Beau was downstairs playing rockband. Then Me and Sai got so freaked we made Beau sleep next to the window and Seejay next to the closet xD.

7th-After I left Seejays in the afternoon I took his pj bottoms and Me, Sharon, and Mark went to watch twilight. Such a good movie ;].


I know something happened between the 10-19th I just can't remember ;P.



20th- Cristinaaa is homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee♥. We waited forever at the airport.

22nd- Cristina got her Industrial piercing.
There's a video on it, but blogspot doesn't wanna lemme upload it ;P.


23rd- Sonny, Pittaya, Cristina,Sharon, Vanessa, and I went to the galleria. First we were all in Forever 21. Then we got split into groups, Vanessa and me && Sharon, Sonny, Pittaya, and Cristina were all together. Me and Vanessa spent like an hour in Charlotte Russe looking for new jeans xD. Then all of us gathered around on a bench on the second floor and we took pictures, but I'm only in a couple of them though haha, I got Jacqueline her present too!








24th- Christmas Special at church ;D.

25th- Merry Christmas. Spent time with family. Nothing else ;].


30th- Sharon,Pittaya,Cristina, and I all went to town square. We went to H&M and Old Navy trying to look for barrets, but they were all sold out xD. Sharon was soo saddd XD. Then we all went to the apple store and took 5 billion picturess XD. The all of us split up, and I was with a sercurity guard who was super nice and gave me food :].











* Believe me we took tons more, but I dont want to take the time and upload them x]

Well, This is my first and last blog of the year, I can't wait for '09(;

2009 is gonna be killer!<3>