"Those" weeks

I'm positive many people have "those" days, you know "those" days were nothing really goes right? Well, I happened to have one, but instead of one of "those" days, I had a one "those" weeks. Its not all everyday of the last week was dreadful, but it definitely could have been better. I know there are people out there who say 'its you that makes your day' or what ever, but sometimes there are things you just cant control, I guess you can technically control the outcome by how your feeling, but some people can be weak minded and they can break. Well, luckily I am not one of those weak minded people. I have a pretty thick skin, so its kind of hard to break me. But this week was just so bland and everything I wanted do, just did not happen. There were some high points in the week, but overall my week turned out to be just one of "those" weeks. This is personally just a rant I wanted to let it out. I personally am not one to run to someone with tears, usually.

Long time coming.

I've decided to come back to blogspot, even though its been YEARS. I had a private blog on the popular site tumblr, but blogspot seems to be more my style as of now. I don't expect to have readers or anything. This is just for me. If you happen to come across this mindless blog, well, I welcome you.


Every time I hear the word college or anything relating to THAT, yes THAT, word, my mind gets all scatterbrained. My brain tends gets scatterbrained with anything, really, and gets all over the place. I believe I know what to do, I just need to fill myself with confidence and reassurance. Sometimes I find myself daydreaming or zoning out, I don't know if this some teenage phase or what. And not to mention the boy. The boys at my school are not your usual high school boys. Most are gay(which I am totally fine with), and then there are boys who are very 'down to earth' or I would probably use the term hip. Yes, I find them to be very hip with a interesting sense of humor. The boy I mentioned before is a boy, is very mysterious. Sometimes, when I want, I try to read peoples faces and my assumptions are usually right. And when I try to read his, its like nothing. I cannot seem to read his face. Then, I eventually give up and go on with my day. BUT then, I find that I am ALWAYS running into him. Its very strange. That's all the thoughts that have been racking my brain.


I don't actually know why I titled this post "Long time coming." Maybe, I wanted to it to mean something about the future. Like I said before my brain tends to get scatterbrained.